I have been thinking a lot lately. That could be a bad thing considering I don't really feel like I have the brain cells to do that anymore. However, I do have "heart cells" and heart cells is what this kind of thinking requires. My life needed an evaluation. I feel like I am wasting time. I only have this one life to live and what am I doing with it? Am I using it wisely? I am thinking .. not! I am not a person who makes resolutions for the New Year but this year I felt compelled to. The reason that I don't is because I don't want to feel like a failure when it hits about mid-January and I have already bombed at everything on my list. However this year I have been under major conviction to make this list. I also was under conviction to make my kids make a list but they weren't falling for it so that still hasn't happened. My list is this...
1.More in-depth Bible study daily.
2.Pour more into my marriage, children, family, friends and youth.
3.Less TV/computer, more God/people.
4.List blessings and God moments daily.
5.Exercise.
I tried to keep my list simple and short so I wouldn't get overwhelmed. (It was a lot longer and I had to work on it to condense it) Honestly, I am feeling pretty good about it because other than the exercise I am doing fairly OK so far. Could I do better? Absolutely! But couldn't we always do better? The fact is that I am trying. I am a work in progress. But most importantly I am already doing better than I was last year! I am reading my Bible every day and actually studying it. I am listing my blessings. I am talking to others about Christ daily (trying to include strangers into this mix-at least one a day). I am working on limiting my computer time, which is more of a challenge to me than the TV so I can spend more time with people. Do I have a long way to go? Oh, do I! But by the end of 2012 I hope to have made a radical change! I want to be that person that spends my days loving on people. I am called to do that, this I know. Find what you are called to do in 2012 and do it! No time to waste!
Excellent list!!!! Seek Him first and all these things will be added to you!!! Proud of you....one day at a time :)
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